well so far i have studied little of the actual task of the whole of the discipleship left for all in the NT, i have read some of the OT and feel that the great holy nation of Israel would be the goal for the whole world, but that would be an inner goal of the disciples... To bring God a kingdom that He would be King of, still the effect of Christ's Kindness is ment to be something that is greatly sought for and formulated and expressed through practices and perhaps journeys even... This is the goal, that in every church there would be a group of any aged people that have time to study at church together, and do so in the orderic way of first the Bible readings then any idea of realistic help for the faithful to grow would be proper to be searched into and formed into say directions within the church... this has brought me to the sight of the place of discipleship, not wholy as i believe all would love to see, but in parts that are formable into simple yet important lengths of activity... well what i have seemingly done so far is gone with the matters of the covenent that Christ brought forth into our lives and with the last supper we would be fallowing even early disciples ways of breaking the bread and passing it as well as the wine with the words of Christ being read from the bible... This would be the high sacred respect but i have from there gone into a more colorful and not as important group of ideas... There are many things to do to prepare for His Return, the simplest may be just to imagine what will happen from the Revelations... Anyways Christ will be imagined, thats one of the actions and directions of the upper room as it would be, within the House, or so it would be not litteraly but imaginativly... Anyways due to Christ's betrayal we would be sharing our love for each of the others in the memorance, then go into the readings for knowing Christ... We then would get into a talk of the person of Christ, which would go on for the rest of the night, and there would be times of prayers guided not prewritten for the formality of not being heathen... lol jk... but they would be origional from the heart prayers by the leaders of the memorance... From there where in every day we should remember our Lord, but it would probably only be big about once a week, or more hopefully... But the houses are called Houses for the Poor, this is the realistic place that would be supported by many disciples living together, and the poor would be welcomed guests for they need food and shelter, but everyone must witness and have bread... There are simple holy requirements of the houses like crosses on the walls and extra blankets for anyone that stops by... Also a symbol of the Heart with a Cross in the middle, is somewhere on the outside for others to know... Then there is the place, doesnt have a name and something biblical would be importatn but i havent found it yet... where in though, there is the many actionable or guided to goals, well there are goals, but the world has within first a hill, where sights are seen of the need of everyone, something over burdening for there is way more need than help in this day, a group effort to become spiritual is planned for and acted out to transform those with little spirituality into one who can even say feel the life of another without the use of touch... as i can... actually ive felt babys imbilical cords being cut and that is somethign that i should handle rather then a baby... so sorry for telling secrets but perhaps you could too... For the truth of the kingdom of God being within, well we sit down while on the hill, imaginativly, and become spiritually awakened... until a certian time of completion of the tasks in the hill, well there are a few like the walkings of the city, the real city around, and finding those who will at least talk and those who will listen and those who will help and those who are needing... and working with the group and well being like Christ... Teaching, Faith, Helping, all we can do... This area is called the Boots, and there is more a Robe and a Ring, i havent thought of those yet though... Then there is the first flame, which is a first of the many flames of say awarness or being that would be tried to be built up into greatness of ones self for the helping of others... The first flame is Care... that is all i have for the Hill other than bible study, which is fluent throughuot the whole world... Next of the world is the outer grove, which is for the wiser of the group to form works of any level of good, and to leave them for others who in this place of the world woudl be studying the bible and related works indepth and there would be the groups that take one page and write a whole book on the light found... There is the tree of life, which would have to be on computer for its like a hero teller, those of the past who have accomplished any good deed are recorded in the tree for others to be inspired by... Then there are the pools... these are the whole idea of all the say prayers, there are prayers, belief, faith, blessings, praise, worship and hopes, which are all lightly touched on by everyone in this area, but one must be chosen to do a study on and complete a holy art... which would be like a book on many prayers or so it would be... then the classics which are the books of light written for those that are in need of help or any that helps, they must be written by hand and will be made by characters alright... Then the inner grove, which is about each individual disciple, who are then given direction into many different topics, as Christ says ...every good tree bringth forth good fruit... we study great works and efforts of all the good we can think of, and together simply teach and learn together about any good... Like Angels, Blessings, Soul speaking, The Father's Law... and so on... there is a inner part then for those who need righteous continuance, called the Knights of Christ, where in honor and Christ's Loving way guide the inner group to doing good deeds in the community and world... and the farthest ive gotten is the Shepherds Pass... Which i will write something i wrote...
Outlining of awareness into path ok... The bright light upstanding as perhaps our backs do the work, our trail in our hearts can stand anyway, maybe our light is really like theirs see... they have to shine to One All Golden, for fun... cause ever He Stands for all and within is very much more, only forever with Him comes from with Him before, There is One Life that gets better the better this is, and to build the family is always His... To only live for Him is saving somebody, cause what He has He Gives... As God Loves This, Blessings... As the shepherds search the love... Then somewher in the rest of the way there is the temple, where there is only prayer... so its a good world and needs some very great people to help bring it to life... and the Bible has to be the key, that every verse has place in the creation complete... well thats all i got so far, any ideas i would write down... so please respond with anything good or bad you have found and hopefully together we can make this a real service to God our Father... He was just talking to me about you, i think... so this perhaps has to go to many others....










i have seen Him, so that means that i know Him, and so does everyone for i loved to think of God and did so much, i grew faith in my in, and learned from i dont really know, everything... started when i realized within something that is real and in this world... but there is still higher... and That is God. Thats the only up, God Almighty... For the first of us... And What He does, is the most beauty that can ever be, making everyone besting comfortably, and when you witness, He is God. So truth is that this is belief beyond what normally can be, through all you can listen to me, and this is the truth, God is about 1000 feet tall, Strongest man of all, Older and Wiser and the Creator of All, that is made in the beginning, which He loves to make towards a better that He is to there, Love for all in every place of being, God Almighty is always Surrounded by the Best of Heaven, and He controls all within, where is within His Body, which He is very Old and All Powerful, the earth trembles for its not fitting for His Grace, He Lives In Heaven, which IS beyond this universe, as i looked through with faith, said within, I want to see God, and God came for me.. He will for you too, for your heart is good indeed... awaken your faith to try, faith that God has made more, is Light, Truth is His Blessing when you can see Him, that He is Within You, being there as Father, and Loving Completly Truly, only even, you... As HE does for all, for the Soul of All is God's Too... His Truth is so powerful that He can even make the best always and forever, for any or all, and does so even when He is somewhere, anywhere... So believing in Him, makes truth better, like then you can pray, and say to God, please make everything better, and God will listen to every thing that you say, He actually has Made... For He is the maker of All Love, and that is all every that is, is really, so take your time and be within the Light of Heavenly... for Love even has Jesus Christ, who is the Saviour... Believe in Him as much as you can for God... Amen.

July 28

Same place isnt it.... seems so different, somethings wrong.... There will be war, and killing, but we are only the targets... For what else is there?

Fellow Churches, forgive the inconveniences but there is anew to begin… This would be the Kingdom of God, as all the good there can be prepared for all that are worthy! The preparations are in constant complete search of our Holy God the Father, all there is of us is but one through Jesus Christ, for God… All that is good to be can be in our imaginations, and faith, as help for the idea of His Kingdom, which Jesus died to give to us…. Something memorating and concerned in the way that what can be done… well will it? Yea He said it will… So the inner spirit perhaps the life of the souls are awaiting the completing of eternal perfection, in say the fastest time possible for each of us, being as when He says the Doors will be open they will and so too will the Doors be closed when He says they will be closed… The involvement of each of us in all areas of good creation, within the faithful insight of prayer and blessing with God, even praise and worship reach out, into the beautiful light whole, which is already by God, created, and creating if there is that which can be and does so begin after sight or so say is looked upon in sight of more, the whole can be in every way helped by each prayer for God too sees what we do, and knows the truth that we are mysteriously tellers of, Thank The Lord… So in prayer God’s Sight Blesses as each of us grow… And the truth of the growth will be apparent more so than say the hidden depths within, for the fruit is true and difficult too… Long seeking into the hope of a better day, brings forth that this is yet to begin, the universe of Holy, in all ways is God preparing for His Kingdom, so we are still subject to purifying for the truth of Holy is that Holy Is All Good, and for God in all ways, with the transformation into say the bidden way, we would then be only good and because of being before, and taken by God alone, well with His Son too, we will be forever for God in all ways, due to the Kingdom of Heaven being all around… Does it matter to imagine places in Heaven? Well in Holiness they are already true, and being so that we have favorites that can be with played for God, we may just find ourselves in the dreams of old, as angels will have told… Still we cannot imagine to perfection the clouds of eternity’s bliss, but I hope and pray that we will some day, see within… Our insights are not to be carefully over masked, we have to share and shine… This is a call for the fathers to be there all the time, and have themselves and their faith to share and shine… For we need some more example being that who reads us the whole Bible? Life has been great, I can only hope that our waiting will be replaced with the comforting of our life blood brothers and sisters hearts, who we are will stand to grow as so in creation of the Heavenly Blessing seen forth on the way, into someone beautiful, and even able, to open the doors of others eternal growth… Something most romantic and love bringing in that God is known to be around… Witnesses can be found… I ask for this, that someday somehow, there will be so many that are told and believe and are, then forth together in a time, praying the gathering into the future path, Heaven! For God will be believed in! I must confess, I have sinned the greatest sin, and I am sorry and will be sorry too, but I have also hoped that my loss will keep loss from you, so if you do fall rise them up… its all we have… This world has many ups and even downs, so worry not that you wont be found, but hope that you will be allowed to look upon He… For believe me or not, He is the most beautiful, powerful and wise, Thanks God, Thank You! Forever For You and all, Hoping the best for those not even strong, but Hoping still, that there will be righteousness beyond, Thank You for listening… Oh… Amen…